[She knows what he was going to say. If only I could do then what I can do now. It's a thought that's tormented her for years.

After a moment, softly.]

You told me not to blame myself, remember? For what I couldn't do.

[She takes a deep breath.]

Maybe - no privileges, at first? The bar, the CES, stuff like that. [A hint of wry, weary humour.] I mean, she took them away from everyone else.